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| After today, I just realized that I shouldn't tell you how to run part of life. It's your life and you should make your own decisions. You don't have to ask me permission for anything.. but all I want from you is to respect me. Respect me to the point where you are aware of your own actions. It's just really hard to accept your friends and what they do. But those are your homies, and I can't change that. So again, respect and think about the choices your making. One little thing can mean so much to a person. I don't want to sound so demanding, I just don't want to end up in a bad situation.
I really do care for you soo much. I've never realized that I would have this feeling for someone right now. The word 'love' is so strong that it's really hard to explain. And I guess you can say that my feelings for you is Love, .. it's hard to explain. The things you do and who you are is what I fell in love with. I want you to become successful in your future and make good decisions in your life. I'm just here to support you. This is hard to bring up, but if I realize that I'm just wasting my time, you know whatsup. We've been down this road so many times, and it's difficult to deal with as it passes our way over and over again. Please, I just want you to focus. Put all the nonsense, playing, partying, lazyiness, and just focus on what you want for yourself. Think ahead and be prepared for what obstacles are coming through your way.
I'm glad that we're back in the school semester. Me seeing you once a week or twice on a good week is really good for us. It builds our relationship more in trusting each other when we are apart. I'm doing my own thing and so are you. I love how we are so independent from each other, that we don't need each other to survive in this world. I believe this what makes our relationship so neat.
We're still young. Let's just have fun.
it's your life.
Respect please.
Thanks.
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| -- At times I look back wondering, "what IF" "i miss those days" &even "I can't believe that happened". But as time fly, I realized that everything happens for a reason. God has given all of us to strive for what we believe in to work harder and look forward to the future. All I got to say is, Im ready. Here I come world.--
I thank the Lord for everything he has done for me.
I'm so thankful to have my Grandma here at home. Even though she's only here for one day, it's way better than laying in bed 24/7 at a nursing home. As she was walking into the house, her smile brightened the room. She's strong and she's my hero.
HAPPY 4TH OF JULY
btw, I get paid today! (:
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| It's really hard to believe that college is just around the corner. After reading all my past blogs.. time really did fly fast. I'm really scared. Scared yet excited to open a new chapter. I'm getting to emotional.. after realizing the close ones are leaving so far and how we are all going our separate ways.. I just wish that thing won't change drastically.
I've been to stressed lately. Work, organizing an event, stupid hw, and trying to keep things straight in the family. HEY, I'm to young to carry this much stress. I need to head to the beach. My stress reliever..
SPRING BREAK is coming to an end. I'll have to say that this was the BEST spring break. Practically my last one with everyone! wooo, I can't wait for all the senior activities and other events are going to happen when we return.
2 proms, gradnite, birthdays, culturenights, shows/concerts, senior breakfast, then GRADUATION.
I'm almost there.
I can't wait.
eeeeek
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| aww i miss this xanga.
well im using myspace.
i guess i;ll just blog if i feel like it.
haha
wow, my song still works? Hah, and i thot using angel fire wasnt gunna be a good idea. i must be lucky. lmao. OH, i hope no one has been stealing my song. shooot.
merrry late christmas!
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